Category Archives: Personal

Posts about things in my personal life.

Into the Wild

Yesterday evening I sat down to watch Into the Wild, the story of Christopher McCandless who after graduating from Emory University here in Atlanta in 1990, gave his life savings ($24,000) to charity and abandoned all of his worldly possessions and headed north to Alaska.
Oh what the hell, go read about his life here. Too much to type here.
Seeing this film brought back from the dead a long-lived desire to do exactly the same thing; abandon my modern life and go live off the land, free of society’s constraints and the dependency on other people to live. That was exactly what I was going to do after I graduated from High School thirteen years ago. I had planned on heading North to Canada or Alaska, even Colorado or Wyoming, in search of a place where my nearest neighbor would be a month’s hike. I had been a loner my whole life and wanted nothing more than to just be… alone.
I was a Chris McCandless at one point in my life, but I never took that first step into the unknown. Although I am happy where I am in life, sharing it with someone I love and in a career that allows me to be the creative person I am, part of me deep down still feels the need to abandon from time to time. I would love nothing more than to be able to take off for a year and just live alone, off the land… free, taking notes and writing of my adventures so I could come back later and compile them all into a book.
Maybe some day.

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Expression 4

Expression of 4 … Your Potential Natural Talents and Abilities
Let’s see what this one comes up with.
“The height of self-expression for you is when you are caught up on all of your work, the house is clean, the bills are paid and everything is in perfect order.”
Um…no. Chaos is my name.
“You are the number that covets civilization and all of its contents the most.”
True.
“If life could be defined as a machine you are the nuts and bolts that holds everything together.”
Damn straight. It’s all about me!
“You believe that action speaks volumes more than words and express your respect and love for others by using a practical down-to-earth approach. You believe the greatest path to your own personal truth is to live by your personal convictions.”
I gotta give this guy a cookie.
“For this reason, you are often very concerned with taking care of yourself, maintaining your belongings and property and making sure that your family and children are well cared for.”
Uh oh, strike one.
“You are a diligent, hard worker who is always willing to lend a helping hand but only if it is for the good of all concerned. You don’t have much patience with arrogant people and you openly express your dislike of people you consider to be controlling or pushy. Sometimes this resistance expresses itself as an outright defiance of authority. You are very courageous and almost always right but often your willingness to fall on your own sword for the sake of principle also makes you “dead right.” “
Dead Eye Dick
“You love nature and especially gardening and landscaping. You may express your love for the earth by participating in ecological and animal preservation causes.”
I do love nature, but not to the extent shown here.
“Number 4′s often also own many pets and many relate to their pets better than they relate to people.”
Very, very true.
“As you can be quite rigid in your opinions, you often end up in many arguments. One of your challenges may be to learn to express yourself in a way that does not seem autocratic or bossy to others. You also have very strong likes and dislikes that can seem prejudiced or overly biased to others. This can hold you back both professionally and personally.”
I have to admit, it has. I do not seem prejudiced. I am prejudiced.
“When it comes to love you is a very attentive and loyal partner.”
Well, I is what I is.
“Sometimes to get attention you may play with a lover’s insecurities. Among your negative tendencies is creating jealousy or suspicion on purpose or being obsessive or possessive.”
Done that. I admit it. I used to be a manipulative bitch.
“Your role in society is to create structures that bring fulfillment to the highest of human aspirations. You are a wonderful planner and administrator and you know how to facilitate organizations and services that meet people’s needs. Many fours are skilled at carpentry, sewing, horticulture, and interior decoration. Many of you are good with your hands, which make you excellent sculptors and surgeons. You are creative, intelligent and have an attentiveness to detail that can border on obsession.”
My job allows me to create. Therefore I love.
“Your self-discipline and willingness to practice until something is perfect also leads fours to careers in performance, especially athletics and music. Your personal style is casual yet tasteful. Your budget often also determines what you wear, as you don’t believe in spending money foolishly.”
I long for a music career. My personal style is jeans and a t-shirt, and I’m quite the miser nowadays.
“You judge people by their inner beauty and not their outer appearance. The people you judge most favorably, however are those that agree with your opinions. Your insistence on financial security, charity and the stewardship of the young often makes you a pillar of the community at a very young age. The passing down of wisdom is often how a number four can best express their love of their community.”
Just call me daddy.
Even more to come…

Originally posted 2007-02-15 19:58:00. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

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Three down, more to go.

This afternoon I submitted my third article to a certain yet-unnamed website. Well, fourth if you want to get technical about it. I wrote one this morning and submitted it but I turned around and recalled it when I got home from work. I spent all day thinking about it and decided I didn’t like the way it read.

I actually pulled posts from my old blog and reworked them to be more readable to a general audience. In my previous blog I targeted a certain audience and leaned a little too far to the smart-assy side of things in my posts. I don’t think that would go over so well in this new medium.

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Freelance Writing: Taking the first step into the world of the unknown.

I have been wanting to get into freelance writing for some time now. The thought of writing content for websites and getting paid (and having residual income) is quite appealing to me. I mean, who wouldn’t like receiving a check in the mail every month to cover a few sandwiches here and there? This kid right here would.

Problem Number One was the fact that no one I found would accept content from previously unpublished writers. I’m published in the sense that I have this website and have self published my own book, but I have never written for a website before. Therefore I have nothing to credit to my name.

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Life Path 7

I decided to do a numerology reading today at lunch. Let’s see if this thing is at all accurate.

“Angry Georgian (real name omitted), your Life Path of 7 … “
Great. I like the number seven. (Note my sarcasm.)

“You are a reserved, analytical and peace-loving soul who is blessed with intuition and intelligence.”
So far, so good.

“Your ability to concentrate, learn and absorb information far outshines other numbers and you often excel at all forms of scholastics.”
Okay, strike one! The only thing I ever excelled in was drafting and electronics.

“Usually your intellectual prowess as well as the clarity and foresight of mind is very evident to others at an early age.However at the same time you are also a very spiritual number. This is because you believe whole heartedly in the relationship between Mother Nature and science. This is part of your inquisitive nature and determination to get to the bottom of what makes the world tick.”
Strike two!

“You dislike braggarts, gossips and neurotic individuals and find socializing difficult. This is because you can barely hold back your contempt of other people, who are often, indeed acting like fools. You dislike crowds, noise and confusion, so others are more likely to find you watching television at home rather than attending a big sports events.”
You hit the nail on the head there, Bubba.

“As you are so intelligent and intuitive, you almost always end up being in the right place at the right time. Number 7′s tend to excel at any career that they choose as they have the discipline and mental power to master anything in half the time of the other numbers.”
True again. I am an extremely fast learner.

“As they are so smart, they are also often very good with money and never make the mistake of letting compound interest work against them. If you are a seven then you are the number that is probably the most reluctant to lend or borrow money.”
Can I laugh?

“Your mind works at the speed of lightening but often this makes it difficult for you to be understood by others. Others simply cannot evaluate or analyze information as fast as you. Some 7′s have such quick minds that they have difficulty expressing themselves. One of your life path challenges is to learn how to slow down and accommodate those that may not be as smart as you but may offer you emotional rewards in your life.”
Yes, it’s called Attention Deficit Disorder.

“The fact that you are so easily misunderstood makes social and love situations very challenging for you. Usually 7′s suffer a great deal of rejection from their peers as they are seen as contemptuous and aloof. Overcoming shyness is also a common problem for sensitive 7′s who can’t understand why others don’t appreciate how smart they are.”
True again.

“You are not likely to have a wide circle of friends, but once you do accept someone as your friend the bond is usually for life.”
So very true.

“The same thing goes for your love life. It is not unusual for a seven to go their entire life without a partner simply because you cannot relate to the emotions and drama that accompany most relationships. This causes you to appear self-centered to others as you opt to spend your time on more interesting subjects. As emotions are very trying for your brilliant mind, you may find yourself feeling very unbalanced when you are in a relationship. More than any other number you are very prone to negative codependent behaviors such as obsession or acting out fears of abandonment on a partner. For this reason many close personal relationships don’t often last.”
I dated my wife for six years before I proposed. Need I say more?

“You are happiest when you are alone to pursue your innermost thoughts and inner dreams.”
Hiking trips.

“You may also be interested in the occult or metaphysical matters as well as science, anthropology, archaeology and religions. Many number 7′s are great music lovers as it is an art form that blends math with spiritual qualities.”
I am an audiophile and can’t go any length of time without music.

More to come…

Originally posted 2007-02-15 19:41:00. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

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It’s been a while, but I’m back.

It’s been a long time since I’ve blogged. I thought that since starting this new site, I would keep my entries to writing-related posts only. Truth be told, while I did enjoy the break for a while, it has been wearing on me for some time. I can say I really, honestly miss it.

I kept all of my entries from my old blog on private. Last night I went through them all; culled some and trashed a bunch of others. Some of them were too childish and whatnot to bother putting up here. I still have them though and I may go through and do some more culling. In the meantime, my Old Post Promoter will randomly re-post them as it has been doing with my other posts.

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Merry Christmas to all!

My wife and I have been in a constant battle every year over who can buy the other the most presents on the same amount of money; not an official battle, but this year I won – for the first time. Of course, I only wanted one thing, and that one thing took up just about her entire budget. That allowed me to go hog-wild this year and get the one-up on her. Next year she’ll most likely continue her reign.
We were supposed to get all manner of rain storm on Christmas Eve around midnight, 35 mph winds and 2″ of pouring rain, but we got nothing. I did keep my fingers crossed in hope that Old Man Winter would actually lend me an ear this year and give me my first ever white Christmas, but he didn’t. The temperature didn’t plummet – didn’t even get near freezing although it’s been in the twenties every morning the past two weeks – so therefore no white lawn. I think I’m going to have to move to one of the Northern states to experience that. Not the Northeast though, I’m thinking Northwest – like Montana.
Well, that being said, I hope everyone out there had a wonderful Christmas!

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Newnan Market Days

Yesterday found me and Denise down in Newnan, Georgia braving ice cold winds and threatening rain. What on earth could possibly convince us to drive an hour and a half away from the comforts of our humble abode on a perfectly good Saturday morning? My good blogosphere friend, Clay Perry, was attending Newnan Market Days and seeing as it was the last one of this year and the fact he’s invited me down so many times – funny how our schedules conflict so badly – I decided I’d better go. Add to that the fact that he set me up with the owner of Scott’s Bookstore on the square, it was a day I just couldn’t pass up. More on that in a minute. Clay calls his little event Crickhollow on the Square – pretty neat if you ask me – after his little wood carving hobby (hobby for lack of a better name), aptly named Crickhollow Studios.  He is pretty talented and I like his work. His walking sticks are absolutely wonderful and I’m kicking myself for not buying one. Oh well, there’s always spring time. Perhaps another barter will be in order (traded one of his wood spirit ornaments for one of my books)?

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Living With Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder

So what’s it like living with Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder?
When I leave the house, I have a ritual I have to perform. I go over a list in my head while performing it. I actually say out loud “phone”, and feel for my phone in my left front pocket; then “knife”, and feel for my knife clipped to my right pocket; then “wallet”, and make sure my wallet is in my right rear pocket; “keys”, and grip the keys tightly in my left hand to make sure they’re there; “thumb drive”, and feel for the thumb drive in my right pocket; “iPod”, and make sure my iPod is in my left pocket with my phone; then “paper”, and press my left rear pocket to make sure I hear the slight crumbling sound of the paper booklet I make every week that I write stuff down in that I have to remember. Then and only then can I leave the house.
This is just one small part of what I live with every day. There are many, many other aspects, none of which I care to get into in a public forum such as this due to their very nature. Here’s a pretty comprehensive list of symptoms, a great deal of which I suffer from.

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It’s okay! Just let it burn!

… for those things that absolutely, positively, have to be incinerated.

My neighbor brought this home for me earlier this year. I was tired of the unsightly piles of charred wood scattered throughout my back yard and decided it was time to beautify it and go old school in the burning shit department.
I drilled 1/2″ diameter holes all around with a step bit in my DeWalt corded drill. There’s one in the bottom for drainage and three placed vertically at every quarter point around the perimeter to allow for air flow. The result is what you see here. I only started using it yesterday and I must say, it works pretty darned good.
As you can see in the background, I have quite a collection of yard debris to torch. What you see on the right hand side is the pile of saplings I cut down to make room for my shed (I recessed it in a pocket at the edge of the woods). On the left side is the stuff from the front yard I threw over the fence to add to the party. I’ve got a ways to go. We burned yesterday and today and have barely made a dent.
I’m on the lookout for a cheap metal garbage can with a lid so I can store the ashes. When the soil gets too acidic I will use it to even out the PH. It also works great for tomatoes – just drop about a quarter cup full in the bottom of the hole before you plant. And I can use it to make soap – which I will be trying … at some point. Oh yeah, and I’ll be sprinkling it around the perimeters of my planter boxes to keep the slugs and snails out.
I want to go get some cinder blocks and build a level base for it. The barrel will actually sit on some fire bricks though, so it’s suspended above the cinder blocks to keep the heat from cracking them. That will probably get done after the planter boxes get finished.
And speaking of planter boxes, one of the businesses in the building I work in threw out a bunch of tubs that looked like they were made of fiberglass or some kind of thick plastic. I’m going to go check them out tomorrow. If they’ll work for me, all I’ll have to do is sink them into the ground and fill them with soil.
We shall see!

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