This month’s story is the
result of a dream I had this past Tuesday. To make a long explanation short,
the character Sarah, in my dream, was Rachael Leigh Cook and Stephen was Ashton
Kutcher. Jesse, no one in particular.
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By John Pender
His hand in hers, with a gently
welcoming shake, she replied, “Sarah Cohen, nice to meet you,” and took a sip
of red from her abnormally large glass. Her shoulder-length almost-black hair
glistened in the spotlight overhead, revealing glimpses of burgundy highlighted
with streaks of silver, like the lining of a cloud at sunset. Soft brown eyes
accented the baby-soft features of her face, complemented perfectly by the
subtle pinkness in her lips. The black thin-strapped satin dress adorning her
dainty figure revealed the silky soft smoothness of her skin, a hushed golden
brown painted by the summer sun.
Stephen Mitchell had
approached her with the shyness and caution of a schoolboy, knowing good and
well the object of his desires was beyond his reach. The one open bar stool
next to her, conveniently and strategically placed by fate, shone to him like a
beacon. The volume of the room dimmed to a whisper as he grabbed the seat-back
and pulled it out; it went completely silent when she turned her head and
flashed a friendly, welcoming smile at him as he sat.
Thinking of the worst pickup
line he could – and he had heard many; they had always worked well for him in
the past, surprising women with the exact opposite of what they were expecting
– he said, “So what’s a nice girl like you doing in a place like this?” with a
slight blush in his cheeks.
She laughed uncontrollably,
some of her half-sipped wine flowing back into her glass. Simultaneously
pulling it away, some ran down her chin and dripped onto the bar. Quickly
grabbing a napkin and wiping the drippings from the surface, she replied “Wow”
with a small giggle. “Haven’t heard that one before.”
He smiled at her, raising his
hand to her face, and gently wiped her chin with his finger. “You missed some.”
Theirs was the most wonderful
relationship either had ever experienced. The months sped by and became a year;
their love grew. Their world was a dreamscape, each fulfilling the other’s
desires to unexpected degrees. Their world was perfect – until Jesse showed up.
“Sarah Cohen?”
“Yes?” she answered, the voice
on the other end sounding faintly familiar, yet not ringing a bell in her
love-struck mind.
“Sarah Cohen, Bethlehem,
Georgia?”
“With a lump in her throat,
she again replied, “Yes?”
“It’s Jesse.”
Suddenly, her past came
flooding back to her and a shockwave of fear ripped through her body. She
flipped her phone shut, her body began convulsing, and she dropped to her knees
in the cool grass and began to cry. The Motorola in her hand buzzed.
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Flipping
it open, she read:
Don’t hang up on me bitch!
The
tears began to flow heavily. Fearing his next move, she froze. But it didn’t
ring again. Nor buzz. Once calm again, she cautiously surveyed the area around
her but found no sign of the blond-haired ghost from her past.
She pressed speed dial 1, and the
phone on the other end rang. “What’s up, hot stuff?”
“Steve?”
His face flushed. “What’s
wrong?” And he knew something was wrong. Because she never answered that way;
she always answered in her usual equally flirty manner.
“We need to talk.”
An hour later, they found
themselves sitting together on a bench in Scott Park.
“I need to tell you
something.”
Fearing an imminent breakup
but not understanding the reasons behind it, a tear came to his eye and he
answered with a quiver in his voice, “What?”
“There’s this guy …”
Quickly turning his head, his
fear turning to rage, he repeated, “What!?”
“Stephen, no. It’s not like
that!” she exclaimed as the blood rushed from her face, realizing what she had
just said might sound like to her love.
“Yeah? Then what is it?” he
asked her skeptically.
Bowing her head as tears began
to flow, she whimpered, “I was hoping I wouldn’t have to tell you this. Oh,
shit.”
He turned to her and placed
his arm around her. “What is it, Sarah?”
After a pause that seemed like
hours, she started with, “My ex. Jesse. He found me.”
Confused, “Found you?”
“I moved. It was the only way
I could get away from him.”
Suddenly, the reality of her
situation became clear to him. He pulled her closer. “Talk to me, honey.”
“He …” holding back a new flow
of tears, “beat me.” But they came anyway. “Right out of high school. I met him
at a rave after graduation. We hit it off – I thought it was perfect. But when
I tried to leave him, he started beating me and threatening to kill me.”
He squeezed her tighter.
“When I was twenty he almost
followed through.”
Whispering, he asked, “Is that
where the scar on your belly came from?”
She turned her head to face
him. Looking into his eyes for a moment, she searched for a way not to reply; he
surprised her with, “Don’t answer that.”
The calls continued to come.
The weeks crept by, Sarah constantly looking over her shoulder, waiting for Jesse’s
threats to become her reality. She had contacted the police and told them her
story, but they couldn’t do anything, obviously not until Jesse took action.
She did file a restraining order, but to a man like Jesse, it didn’t mean
anything.
“Agree to meet him.”
With a surprised look on her
face, she turned to Stephen and exclaimed, “What!?”
“Do it. I have a plan.”
“Steve, no. I can’t.”
“You said he was asthmatic,
right?”
“Yeah. At least he was back
then.”
“Agree to meet him. I’m going
to turn the tables on him. I’m tired of this fucker.”
Having no idea what he was
thinking of doing, and not wanting to know – Stephen wouldn’t have told her
anyway; it would have taken the surprise factor out of the whole plan – she
scrolled to
Unknown Number
and
then to
Reply
and
typed out
Scott Park
walking trail, behind the soccer fields
7:00 tonight
and
pressed
Send
with
her hands shaking wildly. She looked at Stephen, angry.
The phone buzzed, startling
her. “Wow, that was quick.” She opened it to see
Change of heart?
staring
back at her.
She held the phone up for
Stephen to see. “Play along. It’s okay,” he said. Slowly lowering the phone,
she typed out
Yeah. But I want to make a deal.
Jesse replied
What deal?
She thought about it for a minute,
sharing glances with her love, he constantly reassuring her everything was
going to be okay.
I’ll do whatever you want if you
promise to leave me alone.
After
a couple of minutes – old Jesse was a pro at mind-fucking her – he replied
Anything?
Yes.
A few more minutes went by, she and
Stephen looking at each other in silent, nervous anticipation. Jesse finally
responded
See you at 7.
She
sat on the bench of the concrete picnic table in Scott Park, leaning with her
back against the table top, staring solemnly into the bushes opposite the paved
walking trail. The tall holly bushes served a single purpose: to encompass the
marble triple-tiered fountain within. They also provided a hiding place for one
Stephen Mitchell quite well.
She could see her lover,
peering quietly through a small leafless gap of braches between two of the bushes
– his eyes and mouth anyway. To the rest of the world, Stephen Mitchell may as
well have been anywhere else, for not even one of the multitude of joggers or
bikers that crossed his path noticed him.
In time, Sarah’s apprehensions
began to subside, completely relegated to the back corners of her mind when Stephen
mouthed I love you through that
little gap in the shrubbery. And she knew it was so. Her lips parted and her
smile spewed forth the light of a love that not many of us ever get to know.
“Well, if it isn’t Sarah
Cohen.” she heard from her left, startling her. It was an all-too-familiar, yet
long-forgotten voice – although rather more banished than forgotten.
She didn’t have to look up.
“Jesse.”
“Look at me when I talk to
you. Or have you forgotten?”
She slowly turned her head to
her left, only to see the many years of torment and abuse flash before her
eyes. Her eyes began to water and her lip began to quiver, her body
instinctively recoiling lightly upon his approach. It was as if he had never
been gone.
“What the … are you fuckin’
cryin’?”
“What do you want, Jesse?”
“You know what I want.”
“What?” she asked, honestly
confused – her text-messaged proposition had been temporarily set aside to make
way for the unwanted feelings to come flooding back.
“Don’t
play games with me, bitch.”
“Jesse, I …”
“Anything you want, right?
Isn’t that what you said? If I leave you alone, you’ll do anything I want?”
The tears began flowing
stronger. She began to feel like she had so many years ago.
“I did.”
“Well …”
She looked him in the eyes, as
hard as it was, and as much as it hurt her to do so, her body trembling, and
asked, “What do you want me to do?”
Jesse paused for a moment,
then placed his hands on her shoulders. “You can start by turning off the
fuckin’ faucets. Sit.”
And she did.
He pulled a box of Camels from
his pocket, slid one out, and popped it in his mouth. Sarah asked, confused and
afraid Stephen’s plan was about to take a turn in a whole new direction, “What
about your asthma?”
“Mind your business, whore,”
he said. He reached again into his pocket, pulled out his inhaler, and shoved
it in her face. “Right fuckin’ here. Happy?”
“Sorry! Sorry,” she replied
out of fear. What had usually come after a move like that had always been a
backhand across her right jaw. And they were quite often strong enough to send
her reeling to the floor amidst an ocean of stars and black holes.
“Blow me.”
“Jesse …”
“Go back on me, I’ll fuckin’
kill ya. Blow me.”
With a defeated sigh, she
asked, “Where?”
“My truck. Let’s go.”
And they stood.
Turning to make their way down
the walking trail back toward the parking area,
they heard a loud rustle behind them. Before they could turn, a hand
clasped itself around Jesse’s mouth and an arm wrapped around his torso,
locking his arms. He found himself pulled violently backward through the holly
bushes and out of sight of Sarah Cohen. It was the last he ever saw of her.
Jesse Eanes came face to face
with a man with a hatred in his eyes he had never seen before. At some point
during the struggle, this man had not only confiscated Jesse’s cell phone and
broken it beyond use, taken the driver’s license from his wallet, and torn the
looped earrings violently from his ears, his attacker now had possession of his
inhaler. Badly beaten and gasping unsuccessfully for air, he would surely die soon
if he didn’t use it.
“You listen to me and you
listen good. I can let you die – right here, right now. Or I can let you live.
It’s up to you. I think you have four, maybe five minutes before you black out.
Am I right? You’re already breathless, wheezing; next step – you die. Do you
feel the darkness creeping in? Isn’t nice, is it?”
The hand grasping Jesse’s neck
gripped tighter and the man’s face drew nearer to his.
“Stay away from Sarah Cohen.
If you ever come near her again, the pain you feel now will be nothing compared
to what I will do to you then.”
The hand gripped even tighter,
the veins on Jesse’s forehead nearing rupture.
“Do you understand me?”
Jesse managed a slight nod
yes. The man continued to look into his eyes, those dark, piercing daggers
stabbing deeply. He released his grip on Jesse’s neck and produced the inhaler
with his free hand.
“This is your one shot. Choose
wisely,” he said, and placed the inhaler in Jesse’s mouth.
Stephen Mitchell rose, wiped
the soil from his jeans, and stepped through the hedge , gently patting Jesse
on the head as he passed.