Monthly Archives: October 2009

Writing Satan’s Cauldron

November’s short is called Satan’s Cauldron and let me tell you, it turned out to be quite a bitch to write. You see, this time I decided to outline it and well, I didn’t much like it. In fact, I almost trashed it and started writing something else. I ended up using the basic premise of the outline as a foundation for it and freestyled the rest. What I actually ended up with is nowhere near what I had outlined.
As I said in a previous post, it took me over four hours to write whereas it usually takes me only two. Suffice it to say, I won’t be outlining any more shorts from hereon out.
I have to put in another weekend of overtime – a bummer, but it’s money – so I’m not going to want to deal with posting it tomorrow. I have to do one quick read-through and triple-check everything tonight. Depends on how I feel when I’m done. I’ll either post it late tonight before I retire or early tomorrow morning, before I head off to work. I’ve gotten into the habit of posting them a day or two before they’re actually scheduled to be posted, simply due to the fact that I have them ready to go and can’t make myself wait.
At any rate, November’s short will definitely be up on Sunday!

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Outlining Satan’s Cauldron

For this month’s Short!, Satan’s Cauldron, I decided to outline it like I’m doing with Piratas.
Suffice it to say, and to make a long story short, I did the outline – It only took half an hour to do. – and ended up taking four and a half hours to write what I can normally freestyle in only two. I might try it again with December’s story, but it doesn’t look like outlining is going to have a place in my monthly shorts.
We’ll see.

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Writer’s Block Sucks

Sure does.
My new year’s resolution to blog more frequently (at least every other day) has been a complete and utter failure. Between battling computer problems (which are now fixed, thank God), trying to rearrange an unrearrangable office space (such is the life of a pack rat with a small house), concentrating on certain side jobs, and battling one hell of an illness for the past two weeks, I just haven’t felt like writing anything.
I started getting sick on Friday, January 23rd (there’s that damned number again) and went in to the doctor the following Monday and walked out with a prescription for some heavy duty meds. I took the last of my pills tonight and am just feeling the end of it. I think I might call tomorrow and ask about some more refills because I have a feeling that if I stop taking them now it’s just going to come right back again like my illnesses always do. I managed to write my last entry, the one about how to fix the screen flicker if you’re using an external monitor on a laptop, in a drug induced stupor. I’m surprised I pulled it off so well.
Speaking of “that damned number”, I finally got to see The Number 23 the other night on one of the movie channels we’re getting for free right now. I’m glad I did, but at the same time I wish I hadn’t. My already unhealthy obsession with the “23 enigma” just became a little more unhealthy.
When these meds clear out and this brain fog goes away, even though I’ll miss it, I should be able to get back to writing more.

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Dollar Store Books

In 2008 I turned into quite the bookworm: eleven read in 2008 – I didn’t start until almost mid-year. – and eight so far in 2009, as of this writing. Eight doesn’t seem like much, but most of them have been Stephen King novels, so that explains that.
Books I’ve Read
Of course, you could just go to the Topicality drop-down menu over there and choose the link of the same name. Yes, I’m chronicling them; mainly for my own purposes, but for the other bookworms out there that might give a damn what I fill my head with.
I had a club meeting tonight and as usual, I arrived a little too early – Punctuality is one of my stronger suits. – and decided to walk over to the dollar store to see what they had. Coming up empty-handed, I walked over to the books section to see if I could find a new crossword puzzle  book (a small addiction of mine) and spotted a little black book called The Book of Murder by Guillermo Martinez. Of course, a book with Murder on the cover is going to catch my attention – I mean come on, look what I write about! So I picked it up.
I dug around a little more and found two more titles: The Shadow Catchers by Thomas Lakeman and In The Company of Liars by David Ellis. The synopses of the three sound pretty interesting so I bought them. You can’t beat buying twenty-four-dollar books for one dollar each.
These three books are going into the pile of books to read on my desk; there are three short horror story compilations sitting there now waiting for me to finish Dianetics (L. Ron Hubbard). Of course, in my pursuit of knowledge regarding different religions, the Holy Bible and the Koran are on the list but not yet in the pile. So I guess that gives me nine more books to finish by the end of the year.
You know, I could finish those if I really buckled down and tried, but I would be rushing through them so fast I wouldn’t remember a damn thing I’d read. And besides, it’s a little hard to find the time when you’re working on this here website, thinking about when I’m going to write next month’s short story (which I admit I usually don’t even worry about until I actually sit down and write it), hunting for publications to submit work to and all the other niceties of daily life I have to attend to. The only time I get to read is during my lunch breaks; it’s my little release from the day’s stresses.

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To outline or not to outline?

… that is the question.
Seeing as how I’ve been having a little trouble with my novel, the biggest part being the fact that I don’t write with a set goal – I just start writing and let whatever wants to come out, come out. -, has brought me to a standstill. Well, I shouldn’t say a standstill – more like a “literary downturn”, if I can poke a little fun at our current economic / political state. I don’t write with outlines – I just don’t. Then again, all I write are short stories that only have one plot point, a handful of characters, and are only a few pages in length from start to finish. It’s not that hard to let a story that short unfold on its own. Maybe I’m just a pro at it because I’ve been doing it so long, or maybe it really is just easy.
At any rate, this novel has beaten me. Sort of. My writing comes in spurts; one night I might write ten pages and then I quit for two weeks and pick up again only to write one page or even one paragraph. Then I might wait two days and write twenty pages. At this rate I’m never going to get it done.
When it comes to my short stories though, especially the ones I write for my monthly Shorts! installations, it just flows. I can sit down and write them, as is the case with the three I currently have posted, in just an hour or two. Apparently it doesn’t work that way with novels.
I think I need to give in and outline it.

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my heart feels at peace
when i look into your eyes
i love you so much

Originally posted 2008-06-20 06:27:00. Republished by Blog Post Promoter

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